“Way,” I said. “We’d mess around a bit, but we never got past second or third base. He said he didn’t feel right about going all the way in ...his car. He said he wanted to do it right.” “What a gent,” he said. “So, did he?” “Almost,” I said. “It was after graduation and he asked me to come over one morning when his mom was at work. We started making out on the couch in the family room and we left our clothes there. We walked over to his bedroom. It was the first time we saw each other fully naked. They didn't need asking twice. At this point there was me and four other guys around her while she greedily sucked our cocks. All the guys getting confident with her knowing that she likes to be face fucked and when she was sucking there cocks they was grabbing her head and fucking her mouth. As she was sucking the first guy that turned up he shouted that he was going to cum. With that she went even faster sucking until he shot he's load in back of her mouth. She made sure she got all of the. I could feel it tracing the zipper down my back slowly. I figured this was a new form of foreplay so I just waited patiently. When he was done he disappeared for about 10 minutes then came back. He took off my mitts and left the room. This was a bit odd because normally he would have sex with me. I was feeling a bit claustrophobic so I took off the ball gag and reached to the top of my head to unzip the catsuit...but the zipper didn't move. I went into the bathroom to take a look in the double. But you knew that. I told you I could tolerate it, but I wasn’t OK with it.”“And it appears you can’t tolerate it, either,” I said evenly, trying to control my voice.Tears started running down Bethany’s face.“I don’t want to lose you,” she said, stifling a sob.And that was the crux of the matter. As sure as she claimed to be about our future, she was afraid that she might be wrong. Or that somehow things might not go the way she wanted.“What do you want from me?”“Something you can’t give me.