I couldn’t even get on the internet and look at porn, and if she caught me jacking off in the bathroom she got mad. By the time the baby came—a c...-section—I was as hard up as a nerdy teenage boy on a bus full of cheerleaders. Then the doctor said “no sex for at least eight weeks” and I thought I would cry. We stayed with my in-laws for eight weeks, while Susan recovered from her surgery. It was in the third week that things finally began to get interesting. At that point I had been without. It's clear that all the lies I'd recently caught you in along with the glaring inconsistencies in your behavior plus your complete indifference toward me were all due to my unexpected discovery of a long standing involvement and intention to continue seeing him without the least consideration for me or what it would cost. This much was confirmed when I the two of you make out prior to you lead him inside your art studio gate. As I heard the sound of the lock turning, I wondered what kept me. John had done a little stretch before so he knew how to handle it but Marc had never been collared so he would probably be sticking to John like a fly to shit.They will do their time and keep their mouths shut, so for the rest of the crew on the outside it was time to start the ball rolling.Peddling as fast as he could on his trusty undersized pushbike, Dan darted through the winding tree lined country lanes splashing through puddles like a naughty child who had never seen rain before. Through. I had learned to focus and accept what I was and that the women drawn to me weren't going to do anything to wreck what we had together. All those months allowed me practice and my ladies were more than just external people of blood and bone and thoughts and emotions. There were so many more dimensions to them via my gifts, and in Tabitha a new dimension was present."What is that?" I asked her. She knew I had been looking, for lack of a better term, inside her. She could feel it because I let.