There was a sexypicture of me in a jade bikini that Kelly had on his computer aswallpaper. I remembered taking it when we were at the beach last summe...rand for a moment realized that I also remembered posing for it as well.I dismissed the conflict in memory and locked up the front door beforegetting in the car and starting it up.I had been driving for almost twenty minutes before I realized that Ihad no idea where I was going to. I just knew there was someplace Ineeded to be. I knew I didn't. But she didn’t know why. What puzzled her the most, however, was feeling almost no guilt about Johnny. So she decided to just ignore all the questions and concentrate on enjoying her time with Tyler Davis. ‘So you’re not sure you wouldn’t rather be back in the VA listening to a ball game, huh!’ she demanded in mock outrage. Then she leaned over and began nuzzling his neck. He laughed and pushed her away. ‘Control yourself, woman. There may be innocent kids nearby.’ Yelling, ‘Let them find their. God I love this girl. I decided to let her squirm a while and stayed put through the coming attractions and the first ten minutes of the movie before making my move. The theater was fairly crowded by now. There were people sitting several seats away from her on both sides and as I came down the aisle I kept my head down, hiding behind the bill of the cap. When I got to the seat next to Deanna I picked up her coat, handed it to her, and sat down. When she began telling me that the seat was saved. But nothing was ever the same again.She began to renew friendships with other women and listened intently to their highs and lows as they spoke guardedly and openly of their own love lives. Always wondering if their lovers were cheating on them and how they were doing it. But she never alluded to these fantasies in their presence, except for the one time with Gwen.Maggie had been shocked when Gwen revealed to her that her Bernie was only faithful to her in a fashion, but that she accepted his.