Unfortunately, Jadranka’s craving for freedom was matched by her desire to wield power and influence over others. As the third anniversary of her de...parture from Rika Heckt-nemat came and went, she bitterly remembered that day on the pillory and the powerless existence she had endured when living with her family. She still felt powerless in Sebernekt Ris, constantly following the orders of professors and military instructors. Although her circumstances and living conditions had greatly improved. A strong longing when through me, a sort of intense jealousy, because I was not entitled to wear clothes like this. If I had a girl's hormones in my blood, like my sisters did, I would be able to go to school, looking like this, and have the boys hot after me, just like my sisters did.I nearly cried with the conflicting emotions.I hated being a boy, because I could not legally dress like this, and look like this. I hated looking like this, because I knew that I could never again find. He reached behind him and pulled his ass cheeks apart.The hand came into my vision and pressed a tablet into his asshole whereit stuck, a white spot surrounded by dark puckered flesh."You know what to do. Take your tablet and thank Mike when you've doneso," the voice said as the Mike removed his hands leaving his buttocks toclose, hiding the tablet from me.I did know what I had to do but it was too revolting. I shook my head."Oh dear." the voice said. Again my world erupted into an explosion. "The judge sat down behind his massive oak desk and clasping his hands together and smiled that smile that brought chills to Debbie. She openly shook as she held Ted's hand."Well my two young friends, I've come to a final decision on the matter of your drug possession."Debbie spoke up, "I never did drugs, never." Hush while I am speaking," the judge sternly said. "I have decided not to send you to prison but instead put you on parole with a fine." Parole for what," asked Debbie, "and a fine?".