She needed to cum so badly. “Please Master, I need to cum.” “You will cum if and when I tell you to and not before.” “Have I done somethi...ng to displease you Master?” “Yes. I am trying to teach you control and that I know what is best for you, and all you do in return is whine and beg and want to constantly be pleasured. You must learn to control your orgasms and cum only when I permit it. And by now, you should know not to question what I tell you to do. I will tell you what you need to. During college and after it was harder to find spots that I could get naked and proudly sport my cock outside. Yet, I did continue my activities occasionally in secluded spots. The feeling of warm wind on my body is profoundly erotic. I even continued my escapades in the military. In boot camp around the 7th week we were assigned guard duties.and I was assigned a watch house on the beach. Less than a 100 feet away were girls in bikinis. I masturbated in that guard house probably 5 times on that. I knew I could not bear to see my beloved in the hands of that awful troll. I would meet anything the world threw at me for a chance to break this life. Surrender to fate was like a new beginning for me. It was as if someone had flipped a coin. Love turned to hate. Anger to calm. I used to carry a small hope of love, but knew I was denied bliss. Now, I felt a hope of some revenge, but at the same time knew that full retribution was far beyond reach. Life returned to a kind of status quo. I. Things were busy all day at the farm; many of the regular riders made early morning appearances and headed out along the trails. By mid afternoon, they returned, their horses' coats appeared foamy, and the riders themselves were drenched in sweat.Jackson, the farm manager, was enjoying the late evening haying with no one to bother him. The hay baler behind him was pushing out square bales in a nice straight line as he maneuvered the tractor thru the fields. He had stripped off his shirt and his.