Unfortunately, you could not come to terms with this situation. Because I had a lot of sexual female pictures in my tumblr, because I posted sexy pict...ures of women, you couldn’t understand that I was not attracted to them. No matter what I said, you could not understand. Over our last few days, this single subject would crop up in every conversation. There was never an end. Your life seemed consumed by it. For my part, I could not understand why I wasn't I enough for you. If you loved me so. I got a few friends with whom i started chatting for fun. Suddenly one day i got a friend request from a lady in Kerala. Her name was Soumya. We started chatting. She was from Mavelikara and she has 1 kid and her husband is working in gulf. She was an educated housewife and we started talking on various topics and our wavelengths matched. She wanted to talk to me on my phone. So i took another sim since i didn’t want my wife to become suspicious and used to keep the phone in my office. She used. ” He had balls, and I don’t say that solely from having them in my mouth prior to this thought, but also because I’m pretty sure he knew that if he ever crossed me again I would do my best to fucking ruin him. “Well that’s too bad mate cus’ to my recollection you don’t like the cock.” “No, really. I think I love you. I want you!” He lunged at me, nearly toppling me over onto the floor. I returned to an upright position and pushed him back. He awkwardly stumbled backward, taking time to. Think what that would make me. I'd just be an abuser. Please help me never become that. But what you are offering me is a treasure beyond anything I could imagine. To offer to hold me when I'm crying? Courtesan, thank you. To listen to me when I need to talk? Courtesan, thank you. To love me when I am weak? Courtesan, thank you. I love you, Courtesan." She rubbed her cheek against my chest."Maybe you shouldn't call me that in front of Mom and Dad or Anna," she giggled. "They might not.