Almost frozen with dread and fear she opened the door to admit them. They entered at her invitation, removed their hats, and introduced themselves to ...her. The officer who had introduced himself as a Navy Chaplain began to intone those terrible words that have brought only despair to the recipients, ‘The President of the United States regrets to inform you . . .’ Her world collapsed as she crumpled to the floor and the last waking thought that flashed through her mind was the knowledge that she. ........ I'm lost in the hazy wonderful place where nothing else matters or even registers, we could be in public and wouldn't even be aware of anything around us. We are totally absorbed in each other and it feels so right! We don't want to let go of each other..... scared that we will wake up and find it a dream.After a few minutes, I reluctantly remember that I was here to punish you. You gently let go of me and my devilish side starts to kick in, I brush my shin against your crotch.... you. .life is for living..which brings me back to our 'sleeping' arrangements! It was decided that she would 'sleep' at our house..in my bed 3 days a week..the rest of the time she'd be with Lizzie! She wasn't happy about it at all..but understood..and would even do that for her own daughters too! That night after the Hospital..at bed time..Joyce had a shower in our room (I say our..i mean Gill's and mine) and appeared in her robe/nightie and bare feet.I had a shower in the f amily shower room next. Mike, her parents and all the others slowly point their fingers at her accusingly and shout in unison: "WHORE!!!!!"At that point, Suzy always awoke with a start, her heart pounding."Wha-? What is it, hon? What's the matter?" Mike asked sleepily one night."N-Nothing! Just another b-bad dream, that's all. Go back to sleep..." she replied miserably."You've been having a lot of those lately. Want to tell me about them? That's what I'm here for, baby", he said lovingly, rubbing her back."Uh - no.