My husband, Dan, is only the third guy I had ever been with and am not sure how I would take on two men and really never wanted to be with anyone else... but Dan. Dan's best friend, Billy, is a really good looking guy and I have had some dreams about him. Sometimes I get so wet when he is around. I would fuck Billy in a heart beat. On this weekend Dan, Billy, and I went to the casino. We booked a room a hotel and the guys went to the casino and I was going to stay in the room. My friend came. Something they lost once, but have found again.”“It’s like a choice,” Clay said. “Like one of those tests, the inkblot test, where you can see what you want.”“Sorta,” said Ashe.They listened together, bathed in sweat, bodies pressed close together. They heard the whoosh of the wind, the rush of the highway, the cries and howls of life in the desert. Thick adobe and plaster walls muffled the sound of the world outside.And they couldn’t stay in the room any longer, they had to be out amongst it. Akram woke me up with a call. He sounded very pissed as soon as I picked up the call.Me: What’s up, bro? Is everything alright? What happened to our plan?Akram: You bastard! My ass is hurting like crazy because of you and your god damned plan.Me: Why, bro? It didn’t work?Akram: It worked. I ended up sucking my dad’s cock. But it just didn’t end there. It ended with me getting fucked by my dad in my asshole.I was relieved our plan worked. But at the same time was sorry for Akram as this was. ’ Susan seemed to be lost for words and I could tell that she was thinking hard, probably about her relationship with Ben and Jerry and possible future children. The way her life was set up, still working hard, and liking it, there would be no space for children, and added to that was the complication of having a relationship with two men, but perhaps she hadn’t quite closed the door to a real family-life? She saw me looking at her andnodded with a small smile, telling me that she was ok about.