This is how you’re suppose to be treated. You’re supposed to be made love to, then a romantic dinner, followed by a soothing bubble bath and a mas...sage.’ Tears welled up in Mandy’s eyes as she listened to her. ‘Why Alex? I don’t deserve this.’ she cried. Alex walked up to her, taking her in her arms. ‘Honey, you are worth it. Didn’t I tell you I was going to show you your true worth?’ Alex kissed her soft lips as she pulled her chair out for her. Mandy couldn’t believe how Alex was treating her.. I needed him back. I needed his hands on me again like an addict needed a fix. It was wrong. It was dangerous. I’d regret it in the morning, but boy would it feel good tonight. I knew there would be no turning him down.I stepped back to try and regain the contact, but he moved back with me keeping the distance. I knew he wouldn’t touch me again until I folded to his demands.As if in confirmation, Xander leaned forward again to breathe into my ear once more. “Say it.”I waited for the feeling of. "Yes, my office." He walked around the bar, offering hisarm. She took it tentatively, and the men in the room grumbled as she wasled triumphantly from the room. They went down the hall, into the office,what had once been a den, and Murphy closed the door. He turned, leaningagainst it, watching her."I need your help Murph." She clutched the bag. "According to the bylaws,if a fellow brother needs your help, and swears you to secrecy, you mustobey, correct?"The eyes became wary. "Yes, I just. I have always been a very androgynous (Girly looking) guy and there have been many incidents where I’ve been touched by older men like older cousins, auto drivers, and very recently my own tuition lecturer. I never enjoyed any of those experiences because they were all forceful. But what follows is my tale of turning into a hardcore but loving gay fellow.Rohitbhai was my closest friend and colleague at work. I was 25 and he was about 30 and unmarried. Let me describe his physicality. Rohitbhai.