" Lisa rolled her eyes, astonished that they thought they could keep a secret from her. She refused to spill the beans, however.I realized there were ...several people missing, and looked around for them.Eric, Sammi, and Julie were sitting by themselves in a corner of the living room. Sammi looked pale, tired, and upset. Eric looked confused. Julie was holding Sammi's hands, talking to her intently. Sammi looked like she was going to cry any minute. I hadn't seen her look that bad since I had. In the privacy of my own home, I could just let go. Some people found love with alcohol or d**gs. Mine was in full on leather fetish decadence.By this point, I was 18 months sober from web cam porn which if you've ever spent a hard earned penny on it, will drive you as far as you want. You see a girl on there & you chat to them, its the same thing as real life only you'll never fuck that beauty no matter how much you pay her to show her tits or fuck a dildo. Truth be told when you're trying to. She talked and I responded with “Mmhmm” and “Oh I agree.” To be truthful, I have no clue what she was talking about. I seem to have a bad case of not listening to women while they speak.“Just ... Up ahead ... is the park,” she spoke softly. She stumbled as she had finished the last word but was somewhat quick to catch herself. Which is a good thing because I certainly wouldn’t have. I had been too busy watching from behind and thinking about each part of her it could imagine enjoying. Nearing. Car’s paid off. And there’s almost a million in the bank. He maxed out his work policy. I maxed him out on mine.”I gazed at her. “Nice to know. But I don’t care.”“You might. If you want me, I’m giving ‘em a week’s notice when I go in tomorrow.”“I want you...”“I can stand two hours’ commute for the rest of the week. I don’t want to spend another night in that house. Too many memories.”What could I say? “Okay ... Seems like you’re evolving.”She snuggled into me closer, a not unpleasant feeling..