" Weren't you happy when you realized you were saved?" I didn't want to die. But was I happy? Am I happy now? Not really happy, for I have faced and a...ccepted death, and now realize I will someday have to face and accept it again." "Try thinking of it this way. Although you have to face death twice, you have, in a way, lived two lives." My life isn't that much different. I'm still living in this schizo world, where half the time I'm a boy and half the time a girl. Is that what you mean by two. .. it was the first thing that came to my mind. "I'll order the pizza, I'm sure it will be here by the time you're done!" said Hunter. After thirty minutes of my shower, I quickly put on my robe and walked out. Hunter was staring at me...not at my face though. I followed the direction he was looking at, until I realize my left breast was exposed. I quickly covered it and walked away. I was too embarrassed to say anything.Finally, we were sitting at the kitchen table, eating the pizza and. Maine use rokne ki bohot kosis ki par wo nai mani aur chali gai. Par uske waha se jane k baad v mai waha ruka raha aur uske ghar pahuchne k baad usko call kiya ki mai avi tak yehi pe hu khud ko saza de raha hu to wo boli ki tum chale jao ghar mai tumse kal milungi tabhi mai waha se gaya.Raat me fir uska call aya aur humesa ki tarah us din v maine usko baat karne k baad propose kiya to usne haan kar diya. Next day Sunday tha subah hi uska call aya aur usne kaha ki kya aaj tum mere ghar aa sakte. Jeb and his mom have a nice two-story house, with bedrooms up on the second floor either side of a long hallway. I wound up in Jeb's sister's room since she was off in college. It was okay, other than being all in pink, and had a nice bay window overlooking the front yard. There was a study across the hall with a nice collection of biographies and fiction; that's where they kept the computer for the kids to use. Jeb's room was right next to mine -- I mean his sister's -- and a shared bathroom.