Phil, Terry, Hugh and I were not so familiar with the magazine. We listened eagerly to the scenarios that were raised. I think we all began to realize... we have missed some pretty interesting reading.While Rob and Todd talked, I listened with one ear and flirted with the other three guys. They soon realized I have nothing on under my skirt. It was pretty obvious. They only needed to look down.Phil invited me to sit on his lap. I don’t think he really expected me to accept his offer. He was. The “party” was in this enormous two storey house. The hosts took $500 a couple which covered wine, beer and spirits. There was what was just finger food and not much of it. Then again, no-one was there for the food. There was maybe 10 couples in all. Very dignified at first be as the alcohol flowed it got more rowdy. Men and women were sneaking away together to one of the 5 bedrooms upstairs. I lost sight of Ruth so I guessed she had disappeared upstairs. I was more interested in a cute blonde. I ran my fingers from her cheek, down her neck, between her breasts, across her stomach and rested them on her pussy mound. Of course Im great. She smiled, leaned up and gave me a quick kiss. You have no idea how much I love you, baby. With that, she got up from bed and headed for her dresser. I sat and watched as she got out various articles of clothing and started to put them on. I watched as she put on a pair of stockings, rolling them up her thighs. I watched as she got out the set of. I thought that this would be espacially true if they did not find me as willing to put as they thought I would be.Joey accepted not only accepted me, he actually felt that I was the one who should be worried about getting involved with him because of his social handicap." Because of that, and because he was willing to let me know these things and reveal the pain he felt from living the way he did, my heart went out to him.As we revealed more and more of ourselves, our hopes and fears it was an.