I don’t think Tracy being my friend was sanctioned.For the rest of the week things returned to normal. Tracy, along with everyone else, ignored me. ...I glanced in her direction a few times, and tried to track where she was in the periphery of my vision, but she never paid me any attention back. It was like it had never happened. I sighed and felt another lead tug on my heart. Christmas isn’t so nice when you’re lonely.I reverted to form and slowly Tracy slipped from my mind as I threw myself back. We just stare into one anothers eyes while enjoying the sensation.I look at your face and you smile a gentle sweet - yet sultry, naughty Motherly smile back."Wow Mum, your lips look so inviting, so, beautiful, I love that red lipstick Mum, it really makes your lips look fantastic...So beautiful..I, you cut me off by saying, "Oh baby, Mummy wanted to look good for you, I took the time to find your favorite color and took time on them making them perfect... perfect for you Son, I have seen the. She obviously didn't feel any guilt that she was cheating on her husband.I asked, "Doesn't it upset him to know that your having sex with another man?" Kathy said, "No, not as long as he knows about it and I tell him all the details. I love my husband but I enjoy having sex with other men and her likes me to tell him about it." Does he fool around too?" No. He is happy just to share me. It works for both of us. Is this a problem for you?"I said, "No, it's not a problem it's just something new. Not extremely muscular, but with enough definition to be attractive. I think I would have had more dates if the job hadn't been so demanding. That and my luck wasn't all that great with women anyway. Most of the girls I dated only wanted 2 things that I kept in my pants. One was my wallet. The other I was about to submit for Trish's approval.While I had not been particularly gifted physically in anyway my face was only reasonably cute, my build was average at best, I was no athlete or anything.