..but its men too, my husband just stopped. So I began chatting again. It was the only bit of excitement I could look forward to in a day. Here is... my story:I was up way to late one night, chatting with different men, looking for some sort of conversation that stirs something up inside me. That's when Jim IM'ed me. He started off very politely and he was being pleasant and genuine. Like all chats do, it eventually turned to sex and he told me he was watching porn while he was chatting.. "I am trying to be good." She whispered."You just seem to have too much trouble with it though don't you?" he chuckled.He was carrying a small back pack and she eyed it apprehensively."You want to know what I've got for you?" he grinned.Debbie nodded warily but didn't trust herself to speak."Upstairs with you then." He ordered firmly. "I've always wanted to take a look around your bed room."Debbie had left her bedroom curtains closed this morning and now she breathed a little sigh of relief. When class was over he was the first student out the door and he nearly ran from the tower and back to his private floor where he could rest in peace. That night Karo visited him and they tried to study for an upcoming history test, but it was apparent that Richard's mind wasn't on his work and Karo called an end to their session early. He tried to get Richard to open up to him but in the end he just said he understood what he was going through and that he would get over it in time. Richard. Lord knows that I need all the reinforcement I can get." You better, and I'd try and see if I could cut out from here earlier than planned," she informed me."Alright. I guess I will see you at home then." Yes," she answered. "And Jeff," she called me. "I really do love you with all of my heart." I know. And I love you as well. Probably more." Never. I love you more," she challenged."No you do not," I called back which started a back and forth tug of war of who loved each other the more. We both.