It wasn’t going to be the same with Anne, since she’d expect him to at least make the first steps himself. His doubts returned. ‘She’s surely ...not going to want anything more than a dance lesson with me,’ he thought. Well, in the minibus last night she’d consented to taking dance classes. He’d promised to make the arrangements, so he’d better get on with it, he mused. ‘Time passes quickly enough with my woolgathering.’ Finished with his breakfast, he rinsed out his bowl and mug and set them to. I jumped at the chance because it was a long walk and it was getting late. Once inside Dereks car, he asked if it would be ok with me to stop by his place on the way to taking me home, of course I didn’t have a choice and said, “ok.” Besides, he was always super cool and nice to me. At his place, he invited me in and no one else was home. “Hey man, you ever watch porn?” I laughed uncomfortably and said yes, but of course I hadn’t, even though I wanted to. “Cool, mind if i put one on?” he said. I felt like I was going to break down right there. He continues, ‘You have a choice. It is yours alone because you are what keeps him here.’ ‘What do you mean?’ ‘Kaitlin, you are an amazing being. Your devotion to him and your family is astounding. Your strength impresses me. I’ve done this so many times and this is so much harder because of …you.’ His voice was cracking and he was gripping the side of the bed. His frame shook. ‘I cannot take him away from you. I can’t take you away from him.. I saw a smile in her face and understood that she got me. Then she -said fine and how are you milan.Me- ha you remember my name..She – how is your life going onAnd I replied with some stories and she invited me for a coffee at her home.I readily accepted and reached her home.There we had coffee and discussed common things life and so on.She said that his hubby is abroad and used to visit her once in two yrs and used travel across globe. She stays with her mother and she is now on a devotional.