. well, if the guy knew what he was doing anyway.She looked around at the boys at school, but most of them didn't match up to her standards. If she wa...s going to give up her cherry, she wanted it to be with somebody she at least liked. She knew she had a crush on Buck, and that he loved his wife and only liked playing with her. But he treated her like she was grown up and that counted for a lot. In her fantasy she got him to fuck her and, after years of a steady sexual relationship with her,. I floated over to the sink, like in a dream, to watch him through the window. He moved so nice, smooth like a dancer I'd seen on the TV at cousin DJ's place. I liked the way his skin shone in the sun. My palms tingled when I remembered how smooth his flesh felt.Poppa gave me a funny look at dinner. I felt kinda hot and sweaty, I know my cheeks were pinked. His crew ate with little talk, except to say thank you when I brought more corn bread or greens. I tried not to fidget, tried not to think. I washed it down with my lunch, which, despite the number of sandwiches, was quickly gone. I drained the second bottle of water and looked around. The site was ready, the heat climbed, and I listened to the sounds of the forest at noon. It was pleasant. My solitude was soon broken as my team walked up the path. They were not quiet, but they were certainly less noisy than other groups.“Here he is,” François said as he rounded the corner.“Afternoon, all.”They arranged themselves around me while I. DenialYou: 2. AngerStranger: grief depression bargaining acceptanceYou: Pity. I'd be willing to meet up for a night of lovemaking.Stranger: haha. yeah i am so pathetic. why bother?You: I'm guessing you're about 15 lbs overweight, bit that's fine.You: Hatefucks can be fun.Stranger: again very wrong. you have no common sense at all. and you are borderline retardedYou: Nurses aren't qualified to make that callYou: Find me a Dr.Stranger: you dont need to be a nurse to see thisYou: So you're saying.