Inodded to myself and thought about what the kid had to be thinking allthese years. He knew that something was wrong with what he was doing. Heknew en...ough to hide it, but like me he got caught.I told him I understood. I asked if he could keep a secret. He said hecould, and I knew he could. I told him about my own youthful cross-dressing. He was surprised to say the least. He told me he thought I'dkill him if I caught him. I knew he thought that I would react in theway my old man did, with rage. The feeling of irritation around my ankles was equally bad, not to mention the aching of my balls from being teased and denied relief. I laid there in bed for a bit, focusing on the silence, trying to hear a sign that Jane was still in the house. “Shopping”, I thought as I feel back asleep. It's funny how a stressful situation, good or bad, can creep into your dreams. For what seemed like hours, I was in and out of sleep on a Monday morning. Never worried about being late to work, that was. "Window, out of the window"The orderly pointed, pausing between strokes. The guard poked his head out of the smashed frame, and stared in disbelief down the vertical wall to the car park three stories below. He scratched his head in wonder, as he watched the Clio drive away at speed.He turned back to the orderly; his face was pale."That's just not possible, impossible that is."Chapter 11: OutsiderLorraine drove towards the Kings Arms, her hunger rumbled within her abdomen. It was a little late. I may not be that funny or athletic or good looking or smart or talented ... I forgot where I was going with this.I love being over 50. I learn something new every day ... and forget 5 others.A thief broke into my house last night ... He started searching for money so I woke up and searched with him.My dentist told me I need a crown. I was like: I KNOW!, Right?I think I'll just put an "Out of Order" sticker on my forehead and call it a day.This is compliments of John L.A little something I.