I just couldn’t see me taking a paddle or whip to her. I knew immediately that if I did this I would truly be lost. And that’s when it came to me.... There was a way she could help and I could still save my soul in the process. ‘Mom, I can’t. I love you for offering but I just can’t. I do have an idea though. What if I had you with me when I punish my slaves? You could still help keep me grounded and in control and I wouldn’t have to be traumatized with images of your ass turning red as I beat. ..see if that makes you cum." She told me to bring her panty and we walked across the hallway into the bedroom, where she told me to remove my clothes and lay on the bed. "Let me get out of these clothes, and I'll put the panty on for you," she said. I watched her remove her jewelry and blouse, and saw she was wearing Gloria's beige satin bra. She unzipped her skirt, and under it was the matching half slip I had cum on before as Gloria wore it. She lifted the slip to show me the tan stay-up. " He comes over to me and looks at me. I explain to him what I am thinking of doing. "Wow, that sounds great, Josie!" he says. "That's good," I say, relieved and excited at the same time, eager to begin. I long to see his gaze on my pussy and my pee as it presses through my pussy slit and bursts out in a long stream. And I long to see my pee squirt all over him. It will be so good that it could never, ever be wrong! I lead him to the railing above the stairs down to the ground floor and ask him. I grew up in a small town much like this one, but in the ‘Bible-Belt’. But now, I think there was probably a lot of hypocritical shit going on behind closed doors."“In a couple of years I started dating girls and in high school I went steady a couple of times. Then I went away to college and discovered girls who were out on their own for the first time, and, like the guys, they wanted to kick up their heels. I fucked for the first time – and fucked a lot.”He waited to see if his forthright.