If I am asleep, start without me.” I winked.I’d known him for two years and loved him as a friend.I’d never thought of men as being available t...hat way.Female friends, they might fall for you, the opposite sex was at least acceptable in general.Life had taught me that my hunger for the more masculine of my beloved circle of chums was sick and wrong.Yet I met Shaun’s eyes and he met mine.He saw the sissy hiding from the world, trying to be butch…and he had genuine love in his beautiful brown. She never talked about any of her friends; I wasn't sure she had any.There was no smile on Janet's face when she said, "You may not want to know." What are you talking about, of course I want to know."So she told me. They had met in the television room at the dorm a month into the school year; "and we couldn't help but meet because we were the only two there on Friday and Saturday nights, all the others were out on dates." As she continued she didn't try to hide the truth."So you're a lesbian?". After the meal, we snuggled on the sofa and discussed our respective days, and with Abigail again overnighting with her friend Philippa, we had privacy as the conversation wandered onto the topic of Daryl and our recent experiences at the Swingers club. As we talked about it, Jill thanked me several times before moving on to what was really at the back of her mind. Namely that while she knew she’d feel jealous, she wanted me to have a night with Gemma, the Ruby Wax lookalike, who’d come onto me. Lissa thought it was such a good idea that the next day she did the same, though Alya at least kept her clothes on until going swimming that afternoon. But the next day she broke down and went nude as well, followed by Brit. Finally Allison asked Greg whether he minded if she did the same, and he gave a sigh of resignation and said that it was all right.Seeing how much fun the other girls were having, Kari and Crystal began stripping down every time they came over, eventually doing so as soon.