There were definitely moments she probably didn’t want to be reminded of.“I remember most of the party, dancing with a few people. I remember gett...ing in the taxi with the help of one of the more sober attendees but not the journey home. I may have just passed out in the taxi. After getting out of the taxi, everything else is just the occasional blurry snapshot until this morning when you came to see how I was. Even that’s hazy.”I followed the narrative by looking at her memory as she thought. Her figure was well maintained and very tight. Then she began to lower her bra further till her nipples are out. I didn't know how to control myself. The light brown colored small erect nipples on those perfect milky boobs were too much for me. My cock was trying to get separated from my body and enter her like a missile.But as she was a virgin, I had to make myself calm and with trembling fingers, I stopped the camera. After that shot, she pulls her bra and removes it completely. I was. ’ She told me that we could make do with what she had. As we were studying I glanced down her nighty, I wanted her bad. I leaned in and gave her a soft kiss on her lips. She quickly pushed me and said “Amanda I’m sorry, you know I’m involved with someone right now.”I responded by saying “I’ve been waiting so long for this moment I don’t care.”I begun to kiss her passionately, this time she didn’t push me away. She told me that she felt the same about me for a long time now, but didn’t know how. . “No baby. Not like this. Please, not like this.” I was almost crying now. The panic and fear were evident in my every word. I did not know if he could stop himself at this point.I then remembered that Eric’s father had a partially used box of condoms in his top dresser drawer that I had not gotten around to disposing since his death.“Eric, please. At least let me get you one of your father’s condoms. Please son, it will only take a second. Then you can have me, I promise.” Tears were starting.