Basically he rubbed his groin on my shoulder, I looked up smiling. He poured , remained standing, his groin only a foot from me. Through the light,tan... fabric I could actually see the cock head in his shorts. He told me about the renovations, made small talk and admitted Capt. Andy told him of the late nite encounter. Those guys are kinda infamous here, he smiled to me. Not letting on, I took a long swig of my beer just admiring the view of his shorts. Hey, follow me, wanna show you the newest. My cock is always hard. My balls are always full of cum. I need to wank. I’m young and I get erections like all fucking day and night.”Fuck me, I went on one then.My Mum’s boyfriend, he said, “I get erections as well. you know. You don’t stop getting erections when you reach 40.”“Yeah but you don’t get ‘em like I do.”“You cheeky little bastard. I’m full of cum, I’ll have you know.”“If you say so.”“I do say so coz it’s the truth. I’ll be having a wank tonight as well now that I’ve not got your. Vera was being held in protective custody in a psychiatric ward in St Vincent's Hospital, because she had already attempted to commit suicide twice. She had already near bled out when she and Benny were discovered, and a second time in the hospital itself by picking open the stiches holding her veins together using her fingernails and teeth. She tried it a third time when they allowed her one hand free to eat a meal: from then on she was hand fed though she was refusing all food anyway.Gypsy. It was entirely possible that I might never make it out of there, especially the first year or two. Things happened in prison and they were rarely talked about in polite society. I had been lucky; there was no doubt about that. But I had no way of knowing that was going to be the case. I took the only option available to me and cut myself off from both of them. It cost me more than they could ever know. At least they had each other: I had no one but myself.I had thought of my son a lot during.