Has it only been that long? she wondered, her eyes sliding shut. Her time with Alex felt surreal, like a dream. She hadn’t even spoken to or seen Jo...el in four days, not since they’d had dinner with Julia. A smile touched her lips and she opened her eyes. Joel must think she’d died or something. They typically talked every other day, mainly because she went to his lounge after work. Since she hadn’t been working, or even home at night, she’d been neglecting Joel something awful. A groan slipped. I gave her a little smile."It's a wonderful thing, my darling, my love, my life," I said. "Imissed you so much. I thought about you every day, even when I wasdrugged out or working or even sleeping." We held each other in atight hug."I missed you more than sex, babe," she said with her face buried in myhair. "It was hard, you know me, but it was easier once we found you."I giggled at the way she'd said that. She pulled back and looked at mequizzically."It was ... hard ... was it?" I asked. Sochne laga ki agar us aunty ko chodne ko mil jaye to life ban jaeFir ek din mere phone pe call aayi vo number tha isiliye maine kaat diya firse caal aayi same no. Se maine chakha ar vo to usi aunty ka call tha unhone mujhe kaha ki beta mere ghar aa jao tumhari chaachi aaj ghar nai aa rai vo kahin ja rahi hah to maine kahan thik hah aunty mai aa rahah hun. Mai aunty k ghar gaya bahut sundar ghar tha ar vo akeli thi. Hum dono ek ghar me akele the fir dimag me ajib khyaal aane lage ki aaj to. She must have finally looked herself in the mirror. She gave me somewhat of a pity smile and disappeared into her room. I hopped in the shower. I like to take long showers, helps cool my head and also think about my life. I had a good childhood. Football, video games, friends, masturbating. But then that one car accident took it away from me. Dad dead, Mom unstable and me overworked. I don't even have a girlfriend because I don't think I can do my at-night jobs and face her the next morning..