I... lost myself someplace over the months,"Eric's face turned to a pained expression as months of regret anddisillusionment registered. "I didn't do ...anything wrong Juls. They justtook my job and gave it away," he said, his eyes looking almost glassyand far away. "It wasn't my fault. Really it wasn't. They just decidedto advance some women at the company. And..." he stopped for a moment,trying to find a way to make sense of it all, trying to find a way toexpress his grief and loss. "Call it. Do din baad Akash ka bday tha humne pura din sath mein bitane ka plan kiya tha. Usne subah mjhe pick kia or hum drive pr nikal gye. Hum uske highway pr bane farm house ja rhe the. Kuch 2 Hrs ki drive k baad hum waha pauch gye ander jate hi hum smooch krne lagy or krte krte sofy pr baith gye.Uske baad Akash ne vodka nikali or peg banye or bola mera gift kaha h Mansi. Maine bola jaan tmhra gift tmhre samne hai kya chaiye btao, iss par wo bola puri tum chaiyo but phele kuch or. Or bola ki uske. Tooohh … siiiirrff ….Meerrrii …chhuddaai….Kaarrtaa … aisssahh ..… kkkabbhii…. Nhiiii…kiyaaaa aur mere sar ko aur jor se dabane lagi main bhi dono haatho se uske chuche masal raha tha aurr chut chaat rha thaThodi der mae bhabhi ne mujhe apne pairo se jakad lia aur mere sar ko pura apni chut pe daba diya ab mujhe bhi ghutan se hone lagi aur mera saans fulne laga itne main voh siskaariya lete huye jhad gayi aur maine unka saara rass pee liya.Aur fir main bagal mae so gya, hum dono haaf rahe the. In the two weeks running up to Christmas and over the festive period, she happily provided everything asked of her. She'd surprised everyone with how completely she'd immersed herself in her new environment.The phone rang and he reached over to take the call, careful not to disturb Pamela's ministrations. He feared it was Hunnicutt and he was correct."How is progress with Pamela?" he demanded."She's proving a tough nut to crack," Morbius told him. "She's not co-operating at all and we're.