But the next night I was behind bars charged with assault after yet another drunken brawl and two days later I'd joined the army which had given me a ...purpose in life, I'd been awarded the sword of honour as the top recruit at the passing out parade. She'd been there with Frank who in spite of the turmoil within me, I actually liked and they'd married during my first tour of duty in Northern Ireland which by then had quietened down considerably so I saw no action there at all, indeed I saw. He then grabs me and says to my father,doesn't she look beautiful? you both do what i say and no one gets hurt, he then asks my father to lift up my dress and remove my panties, he says fuck off, quickly the bloke holds me tight, he said remeber what i said. he looks at me, my father looks to say what am i suppost to do, i look at him with tears in my eyes and say please dad just do it, his hands go up my white stocking, he has to undo my suspender belt before removing my white silk panties,. My body tingling all over without any hesitation I grabbed him by the hand and lead him to my bedroom. We had never met in person, only talked online and now here he was standing in my apartment kissing me so passionately. At that moment I thought am I willing to risk it all on this guy I barely know? But before I could finish the thought the words came softly out of my mouth Take me Knowing that I had never been with a man before he asked me Are you sure? Caressing him face softly as I looked. He was now changed into what appeared to be a pair of hospital scrubs and a T-shirt, and he let me know of his disappointment that I was not braless. I knew if he was disappointed that I still had clothes on, I was going to get my wish and get fucked the way I wanted. I quickly changed into my little black nightie and velvet wrap that I purposely left open so my cleavage was clearly visible. “That’s much better,” he said when I came out of the bathroom. He had chosen to sit at the desk in my.