And I can do anything anolder woman can do, because I am one! I drink! I smoke! I wear a bra now!I wear granny panties! And I can do these things ever...y day for the rest ofmy life!Its difficult to explain, but a good and positive change was sweeping overme, the closer I got to my mother. I had wanted to be just like her for aslong as I could remember...and that day had finally come.So why was I so torn and tormented by it? Being a boy had been fun and Ihad certainly been good at it, but it had. Already I’ve added an inch, I’m six inches now and the old boy’s fatter.Mommy hasn’t even noticed. I suppose it’s like when a kid’s growing up, it isn’t so evident to his parents, they see him everyday but when Aunt Millie makes her annual visit, she gasps at the change. Something just dawned on my, maybe Mommy’s attitude was effected by the fact her period is due and I’ll need to start a new chart.On day five, when I start taking her basal temperature readings she’s at 98.5.2, her cervical. Sunday July 5th 0700hrsDear JournalEnjoyed my workout in the gym and the sauna that followed. John’s personal steward brought me a note from him but I have just thrown it on my bed and have decided to wait till after breakfast to read it. That’s if I decide I am going to.Sunday July 5th 1300hrsDear JournalJohns note says to meet him in the boardroom after lunch with some sexy clothes on. I would like to say I am not going but I can’t as I want him to fuck me again. So instead I will just wear. I sucked it in and squeezed it out, trying to get his whole dick in my mouth, and he started moaning quietly. I glanced over at the other two, and Jimmy was blowing Billy too. He was gagging a little because Billy was pushing his head all the way down and thrusting his hips forward, trying to fuck Jimmys mouth. I thought this was getting pretty out of control. I could taste a little saltiness coming from the head. I didn’t know about precum at the time. I thought now was a good time to get mine.