Sadly, about the time when I might havereally been able to start sorting me out, I was exposed to a rapist, andspent two years in Hell.Part of what ha...ppened to me was he justified his attacks on me because ofmy feminine side. He made me so afraid of my desire to be female that iburied it until I was approaching puberty. Then the sense of wrongness,the horrible feeling that somehow, I was going in the wrong directionbecame overwhelming. But I kept it hidden as best as I could.Then I became a. I gave Hank the Mustang so he could cream his jeans for a couple of days. I told him I would check out a car or drive one of his cars to test. He said he had a couple that needed to be driven so to just stop in when I left. The garage at home was full with the Suburban and the CTX that Bobby was going to use for her duty vehicle while working with Sarg.The briefing was short and sweet, and we had two transferees attending this morning. They were both widowers and had showed up yesterday, as. ’ ‘So am I. I’m glad to have someone interesting to talk to. My neighbors still dwell on how am I coping after the death of my husband. God, he died eight months ago.’ ‘People can speak without thinking.’ ‘Like you with your explicative when told where you were heading?’ Guy laughed, blowing some muffin crumbs over the table. ‘Sorry – you are funny.’ ‘Leave the crumbs. The rats will clean them up.’ Guy looked around for rats and the laugh told him he’d been suckered. He came out of that by. Thatdoes make sense, so what do you figure you can do for me?" Marcy asked."Hmm, let's see, I see no wedding ring, a few stray cuts near the wrist,I'm betting he's cute...a definite keeper but has a thing for another girland can't see past her to look at what's right in front of him so youhaven't pursued him since the one time you had together which you bothcalled a mistake right?" Jenn replied. "How the hell did you know that?"Marcy asked. "It seems like I've seen it a million times," Jenn.