.Me: No I will not come until you tell me what made you go mad at me?She: You had porn on your phone that I by mistake turned on and which I have neve...r seen before.Me: (Now I realized) oh shit sorry I never expected you to see that.She: I taught we were friendly and I could see your phone without your permission and this is were I ended up, disgusted.Me: Sorry about that if I have hurt you in any manner (These reserved girls I was really pissed)She: Forget it and come over for lunch.Me: Sure if. My stomach fluttered as I walked into the break room, the fear that one or both were company spies gnawed away at my insides. Our assignment was to explore the area adjacent to the lab that had been used as personal living space for researchers and staff. I remembered some of the more mysterious working accidents in the complex. People that had asked questions or somehow made waves had often fallen victim to strange and debilitating accidents.The rumor around the coffee pot had been that the. The second man made me realise that I had not actually known real love before. I have not been able to love again since. I have tried. I have even been on a date or two which were perfectly pleasant, but came to nothing. It would seem man number two has my heart still. I will be patient and hope that I begin to feel differently over time. Time is a great healer so people say. Here is a story about love, loss and hope… A Holiday I recently decided to have some time away from home and my. After WWII it was very prosperous, but as the years passed the town suffered a drop in prosperity.My Mom and Dad were in the lower middle class income bracket at the start of the decline. When the factory my Dad worked in closed, so did his employment opportunities. We lived on his separation pay and what little work he could find. One of is part time jobs was the overnight cleaning of a local bar.I guess that job was his downfall. He started drinking. At first it was just a beer before.