It was a tantric state in which he relished every second being in awash in rapture and gladness just embracing every essence of this incredible presen...ce. His awareness was that only of hedonistic trance bestowed upon him by Verna. Verna was a drug with overwhelming intoxication, seducing, consuming, offering the utmost in mutual pleasure. With all euphoria, it may be indulged in for so long before there in uncontrollable consumption. He and Verna both realized this, and with shared concern,. Rebecca was ... awesome. There were so many things I thought that are wrong! She says she'll be an Elder one day herself." A woman can be whatever she can achieve in the Faith, Ellie. There are no gender strictures." Are there women Elders now?" Again, I don't know as many details as I could. I'm essentially the new kid on the block. I'm fairly certain there is at least one and maybe two." You seem to have learned a lot on that drive."I grinned. "I don't suppose you saw who was sitting where?". Danny, what I am trying to say is I am afraid of sex, but I need it so much it hurts. I dont know what to do. I began sobbing again as I clung to her, looking for comfort, compassion, and something else I wasnt aware I wanted. Shhhh its ok baby I am here now. Dont cry. I love you so much sis and I want you to be ok. Anything I can do to help you feel better I will. Let me help you. Let me stop the hurt. She whispered softly into my ear as I quieted my tears. I looked up into her eyes and slowly. I just sat there and stared at his hand moving up and down on his trousers touching himself. I realized then that he was doing it for my benefit. The train soon made a stop and it was necessary to switch trains. We got off the train and I was a little confused about what train to take to go to my destination so I asked a stranger what train do I take. I then heard the big guy say that's the train you want over there. He then came over and put his arm around my shoulder and started walking.