Steve had a good feeling about Doris in a number of ways. She was attractive, classy and intelligent but underlying all that was a feeling that he had... that she would be a terrific lover.Two nights later Steve phoned Doris. To him she sounded happy that he called. Steve told her he enjoyed golfing with her on Sunday and asked her if she would like to go out to dinner with him this Friday or Saturday.“I would like to go out to dinner with you but I can’t. They have booked me into a ten day book. Carl pulled his probing fingers out of my ass and I heard his fly openand felt him repositioning himself behind me. His huge cock slid throughthe sopping wet groove of my ass, the head massaged my dangling balls ashe pumped back and forth against my crotch, lubing up his shaft. Ilifted my face from Ed's chest and groped for the Rush, then held it tomy nose and took several very deep huffs from it just before I felt therock hard cock-head pressing against my horny fuck-hole. My whole bodypulsed. I said, “Sue I’m so happy to see you. I need to talk to you.”“Now’s not a good time,” Sue said. She seemed distracted and looked out of frame then added, “Actually my schedule just cleared up.” She really looked at me and now she was worried, “What’s wrong?”I had been pinching my bottom lip and licked that spot before answering, “I’m miserable. I messed things up. If I hadn’t gotten pregnant then maybe I wouldn’t be so lonely. I wouldn’t be so confused.”“Don’t blame yourself. And don’t do. The outfit was lovely and very feminine but not something a normal womanwould go out in unless it was something very special. It was notsomething a guy could go out in without it attracting huge attention anduntold humiliation. It got me to thinking again - what if I did go outlike that and people realised that I was a 'sissy' (I still had thatthought in my mind) what would the consequences be afterwards, assumingof course that I had not died of shame and humiliation? Perhaps betternot to.