I then told him what Peter had said a moment of silence came between us neither knowing what to say, I got to admit this was the most agonizing moment... of our lives since we have been together.James spoke first, he said this was said this morning about 10am, it is now 3.30 pm, if we had been angry about this we would have put a stop to it there and then but we both kept it to ourselves for all this time and I have to say I’m wondering deep down whether we want to try it, as for me I did get. I've read biographies and I've even chatted online with performers. It's too simplistic to say that this Rabbit Hole is solely responsible for the deaths. It helped it along; I don't discount that. But this is a lonely business. That's one thing that every female I chatted with made clear. It is a business where everywhere you look is someone ready to take advantage of you. It's a business where you have no friends. You often don't have family support either. I think someone should really do a. {Jude, Mike and I were making love. He was inside me, balls deep, and then he started talking about marrying you. He totally forgot what he was supposed to be doing to me. I had to prod him to get him going again. I told him to pretend it was you he was making love to.}Jude was blushing a lovely shade of red when I said, {Sharon, my first love, you know I never have to think of anyone but you when I'm making love to you.}{Yes, I do, Mike. I was just teasing him, Jude.}Since none of us got much. She slid her fingers down brushing her wet skin, sending small streams into the leather confines of her coat. She sighed again, more deeply this time, and pushed her fingertips inside the lapels of her coat, clawing at her breasts, catching her erect tender nipples between her fingers and squeezing hard, shuddering with arousal. He was cruel to send her out on a night like this. He had smiled as he had thrown her her coat, and sent her out of the door into the rain without even giving her.