Casper and I did everything together, heslept in my bed with me, ate dinner with me, he evenled on the floor whilst I bathed. However growing upand re...aching puberty the dynamic of our relationshipslowly yet surely started to change for the better.It was in 2005 when our love affair began. My parentshad left me alone in the home for the night safe inthe knowledge that Casper would look after me. Being a15 year old girl being left at home I was prettylimited as to what I could really do to. . I'm sixteen tomorrow..." Ah. And you ... want to lose your virginity? I don't think Ted will be willing. Though I know he does think you're sexy." Really? He does? No. Actually, I want my father."There was a very long pause as Linnet assimilated that, but then she nodded. "I get that. He's an attractive man and he obviously cares for you – loves you – deeply. But you've got a problem unless he can get past the incest thing." I know. I was going to do what I did with Ted. I'd be happy just to. ’ ‘I’m, uhm, not feeling well. I thought I’d lay low while considering colleges.’ There was always evidence of food in Kathy’s room. Before MacDonald’s, Burger King, and Dunkin Donuts craze her favorite junk foods were Snickers candy bars and Ring Ding cupcakes, although, I’ve never seen her turn down a Twinkie or a Devil Dog. Except for fat Louie, Kathy was the only one who I have ever witnessed eat a giant bag of potato chips and wash it down with a big bottle of coke in one sitting and still. I mean it. I’m not leaving you, Jessica. You said this is what you do when you think people will hurt you.”Now? She thought Now he finally grows a spine? I thought there’d be more begging… later, I guess. “Look in there, bottom drawer.”Jack obeyed, glad of the familiar feeling, exhausted from the effort of not being meek and submissive.Jack jumped back as he opened the drawer as if it were filled with live snakes. Jessica snorted. “It’s a little black box. Careful not to touch anything else,.