I guess that having his balls shot off would have left him feeling dead even if he had survived the wound. Massive bleeding did it. Ella started washi...ng down the kitchen with Terry's and Rob's help. I took Jennifer outside and held her as she shook. Paul went to inform Benjamin's former mate and Jack, the presiding elder. Paul reported later that Benjamin had killed his mate before coming to us.Jack, his son and his son's wife all wanted to come. Jack's mate had died just over a year ago.The. It was only a short journey and we chatted about Dan and both our tennis and gym with a little cheeky references like her asking me if I had worked on every muscle and me asking her about new balls etc. All harmless fun but she liked the attention when I told her how good she looked and that I thought her coach felt the same.We were soon at hers and she invited me in saying Dan would be home soon. I said no I needed to shower but she insisted and saying I could have one there and that she was. “Well, since you asked, yes it would be nice.” With that, my wife got up off the floor and walked towards him. She stopped about two feet in front of him. He didn’t move an inch. She looked at him and said “You know what tank tops are good for?” Of course, he said “No.” With that she hooked her thumbs in the straps of the tank top and pulled them between her breasts, bringing her tits into full view for him. His eyes nearly popped out of his head. “There, are you happy now? Is that what. " She went to the crib, picked up the baby, and placed him across Tom's body. She opened the top of his robe, exposing his left breast and guided the baby's mouth to his nipple. All the while Tom watched in a sort of horrid fascination. He felt the baby begin to suck and knew that milk was coming out of his breast. As the baby happily sucked away, Tom began to get a strong feeling he had never had before. It was hard to describe - a combination of physical and emotional contentment he had.