Had she forgotten?"Mmmm maybe 4 or 5." She said, doing her best to seem nonchalant...she didn't know if that was an ok size or not really. She noticed... Ted stifle a laugh."Wowwww..." Sarah replied in disbelief."What? That's not bad!" She yelled defensively.She felt her bag buzz again. Was Jeff texting her again? Curious, she looked at her phone to see new messages awaiting her. They were indeed from Jeff.[Hi baby][Can you take some pics so I know you're ok?]Ok? What did that mean? Of course she. ”“I’ll hold you to that.”We’d booked a hotel in a small place called San Agustin overlooking the world famous beach called Mas Palomas, and even as we unpacked in our top floor room, she was looking out over the beach.“There are hundreds of them Michael.”“Hundreds of what?”“Naked people.”“Yes,” I laughed. “There’ll be two more soon.”“Come on then hurry up,” she chided me. “I’m dying to get down there.”“We’ll go via the market mum, you need to buy a bikini.”“What for, I’m not going to wear. . But you did it, anyway." It wasn't a question."I just didn't know what to do! We'd been together, Hal and I, for -- for so long! He didn't know there was anything going on, with me and you. I just couldn't say anything. I mean, he just asked where you were, and I said I'd given you some time off, and that you'd be caddying for me Friday." But you knew, by then, you didn't want to sleep with him?" I knew right away I didn't love him anymore. I knew, probably, that I never had!" But. He was. We had had a week off (as you do every month) and we really hadn’t discussed the situation any more. Our routine was steady and comfortable and our lives went on as if nothing had happened but it was there just under the surface and both of us needed to deal with it. The easy course of action would be to say no more lets go back to our comfy uncluttered life but somewhere beneath the surface something had been awakened and we both weren’t entirely sure how to manage it.Inevitably it moved on I.