I wondered if the Bettina in front of me was really Bettina. Perhaps all of this was designed to change me, not us. Maybe I was the only one really he...re. I shook my head.“Why did you just do that in front of Stephanie?” I asked in a low voice.“What?” Bettina looked innocent, then shocked, then embarrassed. “Oh, God, Jimmy! What did I just do?”I didn’t answer, just looked at her steadily.“I ... I don’t ... I got carried away. It felt ... it felt good, right, natural to be, um, act, uh, you know.. A nervous waiting game was afoot. I called the guys together for last minute instructions."If they turn into the lane stay behind the cars, if they ram the cars get away from them - don't get crushed between them," I said.Then they took their positions again. I stayed with Andy at the last car before my Suburban."They are a mile from Morton Airport lane. They have pulled off to the side of the road; we are well back using binoculars to look at them. We should be just a tiny speck to them,". ”“Great.” You guys have no idea how good this will feel. Follow me.” We followed Jake down the hall with Jason tagging along behind. Passing the bathroom Jake asked, “When’s the last time you each took a good shit?” We told him about two hours ago. “Perfect, your butts need to be empty for this you know.” My mind and heart were racing as we entered a bedroom of modest size with two beds about five feet apart. “Here we are. Let’s get naked and decide who gets whom. Sound good?” Jake said. We. After breakfast I first went home to see Jenny and the boys before going to office. Even though it had been just a day I could have sworn they had grown.At the office I made my way first to VCATS to check in, and then I wrote a change in policy to all JBG embassy security team leaders."Effective today a confidential log (for JBG eyes only) will be maintained and forwarded weekly to Cindy Shaw. All incidents reported to your on-site supervisor are to be logged, including any unusual activities,.