I'm lost in a daze when I hear the shower screen slide over and a voice say, “How about some company there, lover?" "Sure," I said, "come on in." ... She climbs into the shower and we trade places as she gets all wet. I start to get my scrubby all lathered up when she says, “Here, let me do that for you.” She takes it from my hand and starts to wash me. She starts at my neck making slow circles with the scrubby as she begins to work down my chest. She gets to my nipples and slowly circles. Looking towards Richard I once again saw that sweet but patronizing lookand had a fear I was about to be scolded. But instead he took my smalldainty hands in his and kindly smiled towards me."As your former male self and as Jennifer I know you were used to placingtable orders by yourself. You are neither person anymore, Brandee. Youwill no longer have to trouble your silly little mind figuring out whatto order, I will do that for you. Right now you are a size 12, sometimesa size 10 and. She sometimes seems 'posessed' by the 'bad witch' she met in that lake. It's her 'wall'.How big the bad luck of losing her identidy here, a fortnight before her eighteenth.How big the bad luck she started a new one immediately, less honest, only her age not.How bad the change from an obnoxious 'Gothic' girl with some 'dark sides of the moon'.How bad the behaviour as 'Nobility of (b)lack (of) colour'. I hide her name, my discrecy.I understand well now her basic tactics and strategies in the game. She's ... special." She is. And you know what, Jim? So are you." Coming from you, that means a lot. You off in the morning?" Probably. Get the afternoon tide from Woodbridge. Might moor overnight at the Ferry, take a leisurely run back here. No rush, but I don't suppose we'll get away much more after this." See you, Ted." G'night, Jim."Both girls were in Eva's room. I drank a lot of water to dilute the whiskey and stave off the possibility of a hangover, had a shower, undressed and got into.