"I don't know," I answered her truthfully. My eyes were searching her face for something. Love. Because I thought I loved her, except I didn't know wh...at to think. I was so frightened."Yeah, you do," she giggled softly and kissed my mouth again, with her tongue finding mine and I closed my eyes and kissed her back.Heather's hands were lifting my t-shirt and we broke our kiss only long enough to get it over my head. She had me completely naked in her bedroom, laying on her bed with my light brown. I went after her but the slamming door to my room told me all I needed to know.Shelby didn’t say much to me that evening and I was surprised she didn’t grab her stuff and leave right away. She slept in my bed that evening but still kept her distance from me and I let her have her space. I attempted to communicate with her to apologize and she immediately shut me down telling me that we’d talk about it tomorrow.When we awoke, we continued with our plans to leave for LA to join her friends for. "Put it on or else I am going to hurt you!" I looked at Julie and knew Ihad two choices; physical pain or pink feminine lace."But I'm a boy." I whimpered weakly as silent tears rolled down mycheeks."Look at you, she sneered, you're such a cry-baby."I knew she was right as she always dominated our play together. I alwayshad to play the girl in our pretend games. This was the first time shehad demanded I actually dress as one though."What will our parents say if they catch us?" I was pleading for. They said my job was on the line. I gave them Helen’s name. They asked if I was having sex with Stan and I got pissed before I said no.”Janey sounded like she was still pissed that anyone would think that of her.“Helen must have given up some others and they gave up some more,” Renee opined. “They fell like dominoes. Can we function for a few days with this group of employees?”“I think so, Renee. In my opinion, everyone that got in is a solid worker.”“Are all the departments covered?”“Yeah..