. Easy... Just relax.” He began to massage my prostate, telling me what he was doing and why my prostate was important. He gently pressed and releas...ed inside of me, while he held my hand with his other hand and my gentle moaning as a sign I was enjoying it.“I want to be inside of you,” he told me. “Will you let me?” I didn't know what to say and I felt a wave of fear. “I promise that I will be gentle and if it's too much, you tell me, ok?”I nervously told him, “Ok.” He took his finger out of me. He loved her, a deep longing sort of void that clawed out most of his heart. And he knew that she was the only substance that could fill that emptiness and seal it with a vow. He wanted her love and he swore to himself that he’d see that he got it. She was still cocooned in the bed covers when he stepped out of the shower with a towel wrapped around his hips. She looked so adorable, so beautiful, lying there with her lips parted in sleep. And although he knew that she wasn’t perfect he’d come. " I half lifted the bottle in a mock salute. "Or they would be, if I had any." Okay, so you can lie. I stand corrected." she said with just a taste of hurt in her tone.I opened my closed eye and looked around owlishly."I'm sorry Lilly. I shouldn't have said that." Feeling sorry for yourself?"I nodded absently. "Something like that I suppose." Want to tell me about it?"I peered down at the bottle for a moment before returning my gaze to Lilly's lovely features."Have I always been a clueless. Kyle, his three wives, and their concubines all lay naked in the cold, risking death to summon the spirit and find the way to reach Aaliyah.The spirit didn't answer."Where is that?" he shouted. It sounded Arabic.Silence."What do we do when we get there?" I think she's gone, Master," gasped Alexina. "I'm so cold. I can't move. I just want to sleep." Fatima, fire!" Kyle gasped. "Warm us up." Yeah," she moaned.A boiling heat crashed down on them. Snow melted into billows of steam that wafted about.