She felt that it was the right thing to do by the child. Not a perfect woman, I understand, but she cared enough about her baby and I had to respect t...hat. Yes, she cheated on me, but it ... was, while wrong, something that I had to forgive and I had to move on with my life. Hence my pursuit of the priesthood. I ... just ... I don’t want to move on and find another woman. I want to start over and do something special with my life.“I think that God never intended my pain, but he used it for the. I walkup the guys and say,"Hey, can you help me?" "Sure. What ya need?" The cashier asks me but clearly looking at Erika. "I need a dog collar and a leash and maybe some nipple clamps andwhatnot." "dog collar and leash, isle 3. Nipple clamps, isle 5" I walk towards isle 3, and Erika follows me with her head to the ground.In isle 3, I look at some collars, and pick one up. It's blackleather-strap with an engraving that says SLUT on it. I put that aroundher neck and step back to. I still didn’t see myself as gay, mainly because I wasn’t sure if it was a phase or something else but also because I was able to crush on a girl every once in a while, and never really having fallen in love with a guy. By the time I reached twenty however, my sexual drive was at is zenith, I masturbated at least three times a day and watched all kinds of porn. But by that time I still hadn't lost my virginity.Which in this day and age was considered late, and a constant source of frustration. I told him I'd have to pat him down to make sure he wasn't recording anything or had any weapons on him. Of course, he didn't, I had just seen him naked but it was part of the role. As ordered, Slave Boy turned around facing the door, put his hands on it, and spread his legs a little bit.His butt looked fantastic. Slim, firm, and I just wanted to eat it then and there. I knew I'd get to fuck it soon enough.Walking up behind Slave Boy I roughly grabbed the back of his neck and pushed it.