We've talked about that already, and we both know it is not going to be easy. There are so many rules and regulations and we have to satisfy so many a...uthorities. It will take a very long while, and at any stage someone can decide we are not fit to be adoptive parents. They don't even have to tell us why they have come to that decision.The second option is artificial insemination. There is a fair bit of red tape with this too Clare. And do we really want to have a child without knowing anything. You guys do a whole lot to help out, but I still feel like I am the one who has to carry the load. And I'm scared that I will screw up somehow! What if she gets sick, or I don't have enough milk to feed her what she needs? What if she stops breathing and I'm not watching her and she dies? What if I'm not a good mother?" The last words came out in almost a wail as she broke down again. Greg didn't know what to do. He realized that the fears she had were probably groundless, but they were very. We've had some pretty intense sexual conversations. Every time we do, you can slice the sexual tension like a hot knife going through melted butter. To even think of him in a sexual way is taboo. But I cant help it.I finally was given the small opportunity to touch him the other day. To be near his young body. He needed a shave, complaining that he couldn't get his face smooth on his own. I offered to help him out, and he quickly took me up on the offer. I told him to take his shirt off, which. Judy turned around and made sure the bedroom door was locked, and then went into the bathroom and locked the door from the other bedroom. She then came back into where Lola and I were fucking and said Dont you know the kids are all over at our house! I said, I thought they were all outside. Judy said, They are, but that could change at any moment. You know how kids are. With this talk going on, I could feel Lola start to relax as she realized Judy wasnt pissed. Judy looked down at my cock.