In front of me are three small shot glasses and a half bottle of cheap supermarket vodka. I fill the three glasses and down them one after the other.A...s the warm glow spread through my body I get up, discarding the towel and head for my bedroom. First things first, I find a clean pair of white virginal knickers and slip them on. Usually I will inspect my body in the full length mirror something I could never do sober. I'm nineteen now and should be in my prime but all I see is problems. I'm. I also think that some of the feminist treatment of sex as an expression ofpower is wrong. Dominant, subservient, active and passive were a crock asfar as I could tell in my friends. No one mentions sexual friendships. Wewere friends and expressed it sexually, but we weren't lovers, we weren'tmarried. We didn't stay together for the k**s. It seemed to me that we werefriends who enjoyed each others company as well as enjoying each othersexually."Damn, I wish I had discovered how good this was. It was a very erotic sight. I watched as she brought herself to orgasm in less than a minute. I couldn't take it any more and quickly moved my still-hard dick between her thighs.Her eyes told me she wanted it bad, and I quickly thrust my dick up her pussy. She was so tight. I sunk all the way into her, and she held me tightly against her body. We lay like that for a few minutes, my sister adjusting slightly to my girth. She writhed about gently, moving slightly one way or the other, until she. ..no, my slut cunt, Ireminded myself. I took my manicure scissors, shave gel and two broken inrazors I had used on my legs earlier and filled a small dish with warmwater and a hand towel. As I sat down indian style I heard my ex enter theroom and I yelled out" Don't even think of coming in here you worm. Just set up thatequipment and James will probably want it with a downwards shot of the bed.When you're done you just sit and wait." Yes dear." he called meekly.I laughed at John again. Before I.