I want to be... for you..."I finished rubbing the last vestiges of moisture from my hair and advanced on her. I wasn't hurrying, just closing the smal...l distance between us. She didn't seem nervous; rather she seemed almost curious, taking in every moment of my advance, her eyes all over me."You are." I said, standing inches from her. Any closer, and I'd have to turn my body to avoid giving her a friendly poke."Kiss me..." She asked, taking the final decision away from me, leaning her entire. Dammit, what the hell did he think he was trying to prove? If I had known about this sooner, I could have made plans and done what I was about to do sooner. Now I was trapped by Interpol's habit of silence and my family was caught up in it too. I knew the church wouldn't hesitate to use them to get to me, but I wasn't about to let it happen. I got up and almost ran over the Captain coming in as I was going out. I quickly gave him a short update, telling him what I had been told and asked if. As I continued kissing her lips, she responded to me.Now I was knowing that she is in my control. I kissed deep and pushed my tongue in her mouth, our tongues twisted and wrestled with each other playfully. I released her one hand and it stayed in the same place over her head. This let me know that she is deeply involved in my kisses. I slid my hands down to her waist and rubbed her bare skin and pushed my hands under the short t-shirt to cup her perfectly round and soft breast. Her hand slid. We kiss, hold hands, and the like, so, why would sex ruin anything? Our relationship feels so right. What are we going to do to keep from getting pregnant? Will our parents decide that's the night to suddenly walk into the room for some reason? Worse, will Tori think I am not good at having sex with her? Will she judge me badly? I was pretty nervous that day. While I stayed home most of the day, she was out running errands and getting things done. All I could do was try to forget about what was.