After seven years, I gave up and asked for an out.Her response was to go ballistic and threaten to do all sorts of terrible things to the kids if I le...ft her. Knowing her, it was too likely that she would go through with some of the outrageous things she threatened, so I agreed to stay with her, but I knew she would never change. I actually stayed nine more years, but this story is about the first year after the blowup.My work went well. My new company worked at the state of the art in Aerospace. Now I had the solution in my hand to alleviate these sexual urges. With that knowledge, one of my mom’s vibrators was put to good use. I experienced my first orgasm on the floor in my mom’s bedroom with legs spread wide open just as my stepdaddy walked iI was mortified but he just smiled and said, “Oh, those are great for massaging.” Winked and left the room. This was the beginning of many suck discoveries.One night my mom said, “You guys are going to have slumber party, I’ll be gone. They were each up $280 and the luck had just turned on Cathy's throw. I told them to tip the dealers $50 each and then to ask the dealer to, "color me up please." He thanked them for the tip and gave them each four $100 chips and a $20 chip and a $10 chip.We stopped by the cage and they each cashed out. Cathy was so excited, that she skipped out of the casino. Cindy tried to hand me all of the money, I didn't take it but picked two of the hundreds that I had given as seed money and left her. " "That's the best way, right, regulars?" "I think so, some, like I've said, actually try to make me have an orgasm and I do pretty often." "So, well, we're really going to do this, I guess, huh?" "Looks that way, wanna see their picture?" It seemed the guy had sent Mom a pic of the him and his son and, well, the man, Frank, was nice looking, trim, dark hair and the boy, his name was Danny, well, he was cute, almost as tall as his father, slender but with a really cute grin. Well, I guess I was.