Ginger and I had a long talk today she told me she can see I'm notadjusting well and would like to help me anyway she can at this point Ihave no optio...n but to do what she says2-29-2012Ms. Ginger gave me some sleeping pills to help me sleep and also no morelog splitting I have house work now so much better then being out side inthe heat all day3-5-2012Those sleeping pills help a lot still this place but at least I can sleepnow3-10-2012Ms. Ginger bought me a CD today it is Dub step I love. Hed sure been active for a dirty old man I thought to myself. I wasnt stupid, I wasnt in love with Mr. Miller or anything. I knew hed been using me in ways no little girl should be used, and making me do things that most grown up women wouldnt. The fact was I had liked it, and I was crying not just because he was gone but because I remembered what happened right after Id first become a slut. After hed used me up and made me like it I found out I didnt like the high school boys cocks, or even. I was drifting into oblivion as his words brought me back “You are so freakin hot, will you please raise your shirt enough to allow me to see your astonishing boobs?” I pulled my shirt up exposing my swollen breasts along with my obscenely hard nipples, without pausing, JR reached up and pulled the t-shirt up over my head flinging it to the bed before returning to rub my belly and lightly blowing on my erect nipples. His touch along with his compliments extended for several minutes, I was. As that irritated me she apologized then said that she is equally suffering and she is need of sex as much as I need but she is in a helpless situation. We both were in desperate situation. I have smoking habit. At that period as elders were there I do not smoke in front of them. I will go to terrace for smoking. Two days later our mental agony came to an end when my clever wife found out a solution. We made love and I fucked her but in a risky situation and surroundings. The whole action was.