So at ten years of age, despite having a living parent, I was put into the juvenile care system. I bounced from one foster home to another till I was ...fifteen. I was a quiet boy who did well in academics but failed miserably at sports. When I was fifteen my mom was thrown out of her boyfriend's house after he found a younger woman. She came to meet me for the first time in seven years. I treated her with courtesy but I politely told her that since she chose someone else over me a long time ago,. And after we shot we both reacted the same. I held up my hand and looked at Taylor’s cum on my fingers before showing him and he did the same thing to me. Once we wiped up we pulled our pjs back up and went to bed. As Identical twins, me and Taylor grew up being able to finish each others sentences and knowing what the other was thinking without asking. That night I laid in bed wondering if he was thinking what I was. I wondered if he was thinking that he wanted to do more of that, lots. I was already numb to the feeling of aslippery cock sliding across my tongue and down my throat, andI was already numb to the feeling of hot, sticky jizzsplattering on my face or ass or down into my stomach. The nextstep was to just learn to enjoy it.On my last day of filming for Drew we were making Anal HighSchool 7. In my scene I was a cheerleader who walked into thewrong locker room and then gets ass fucked by a football player.I figured this was my chance to see if I could allow myself. “Oh I am so sorry” I said as I bent back down again to pick my towel upShe looked away quickly when she noticed I was completely naked but not completely and I noticed her peeking at me in one of the mirrors in the room.“Like what you see?” I said gently“Errr Mr Smith, I err, I’m so sorry” she replied“What are you sorry for?” I asked“I did not mean to look, I am so sorry, I must leave”“Hey hey don’t worry about it, I’m not embarrassed. Have you ever been with an English guy before?” I.