I had always wanted to submit, to be a boy toy, to be used but a strap on? As I started kissing and nibbling my way up her leg and inner thigh she gra...bbed me by the hair and yanked my mouth away from her sweet spot. Not so fast she said. I start to panic thinking I have blown it. Gotten to eager. You do as your told when your told. Do you understand me bitch ? Yes maam . I am Queen B. The next time you address me it better be right or else. Oh fuck ,her tone sounds like she really means. “Sure” she said and we walked inside together.I put food and water for the dog and the two of us sat at the kitchen table. Doggie, no-discretion doggie, was right at my ankle. He knew our routine and the presence of Varda meant nothing to him. At that moment I knew I might not see much of Jim when he got back. His dog would quickly reveal our secret but, well, Varda was my very best and closest friend. We talked of boys and the words for our privates and just about everything else. This. This though meant a move to a bigger home for a time. With Sarah and her mom and Kevin and his son from a previous marriage Adam. Adam had never been around women very much and had no idea how to approach them but he was learning he thought about their habits although he still couldn't talk to them much. Although tall dark and handsome Adam had always been shy around the girls he hated that he was expected to chat them up and make the first move. He had an older brother in the navy but by the. I need to know her condition," I replied.I called my publicist, Sue; we needed a plan of action. I explained the prior phone call to her.There was a flurry of phone calls across the Pacific Ocean as we formulated the plans. We agreed that it would help my image if I appeared to support my ex-wife in her recovery. (Anything to sell more books) I called the NYC hospital and spoke to my ex's doctor, "Your ex-wife had come out of her coma and was responding well to treatment. Her liver and kidneys.