" We loved going to the nude beaches, especially. We both liked to look at the girls, and I liked looking at the boys. He asked me if I had ever tried... it WITH a girl, and I told him my Mom had licked me down there one time, but that was all. A girl he knew was there, and he told her that I wanted to play with her, but she would have to show me what to do. She came over and it was the first time I came with a girl. I tried it a few more times,and every time it got better. Scott like to watch me. ..okljivao sam malo, ipak je to bila primopredaja mog cijelog ?ivota u ne?ije ruke...a Sandra je sve promatrala u ?udu pogledavajau?i ?as na mene, ?as na nju..."ne gospodarice...?elim i potpisat ?u...naravno"...rekao sam i pribli?io se stolu, "tako bravo, tako te volim...do?i bli?e" pri?ao sam te mi je dodala jedan ugovor; nagnuo sam se prema stolu ali me zaustavila, "ne, ne....to ?emo druga?ije, kako i prili?i..na pod i lezi potrbu?ke glavom blizu stola, tu..."poslu?ao sam, legao na pod glavu. The idea of drinking himself into oblivion was always there. At sixteen, he knew what he had planned for himself in his life could never happen. He wanted to be a preacher, but knew he never could. The anger he felt could not be controlled. Becoming a minister required that you be in control of one's faculties. He had a very difficult time controlling his anger. His anger led him from one bad thing to another. He started fighting at school. He wouldn't take an insult from anyone. He made his. "Thank you Lidia, I'll take it from here." Our escort dismissed, sheclosed the door.Chapter 3Ann Mercer was an older woman, somewhere in her early fifties. She wasshorter than me, but not by much. She was overweight, but carried itwell, had a rounded face and short grey hair. Her pant suit was grey andset with a light blue blouse underneath, some brown dress shoes andmatching blue socks, projecting a professional, but relaxed demeanor.She stood up and came around her desk to shake our hands..