"We do have to do something about this hair." She says witha frustrated tone to her voice. I ask her again to see if she can lineanything up for me t...o get into her stylist. She tells me that she willsee. She was sure that she was busy for New Year's so it probablywouldn't be until next week. I finish donning the leggings and theblack dress shirt, which I leave untucked. I reach for my black belt towrap around my waist but Jenny tells me to hold on and sprints out ofthe room and returns. When I turn youover to the government people you need to project a Flawless Femininepersona."Than with a raffish smile Rose continued, "I will not rest until youhave mastered every element of portraying a feminine image, including:hair, makeup, clothes, movement and body language. I want your newbehaviors to flow automatically! I am going to create an unshakableself-image of a beautiful, confident woman."@ @ @ @Chapter 9The room was momentarily quiet except for the drumming of a strongtattoo of. He stopped and got angry with me and went straight to his bed. I wore my trouser and switched off light.After an hour, I could hear hustle outside the door and someone turned on the light too. I went outside following the sound and found my dad smoking in the balcony.I went close to him. He was breathing smoke out into the cold air. I stood and rubbed my hands.“Isn’t it cold, dad?”I asked. The look on his face was the one I never encountered before.“Your mom told me about you and Vivaan (my. "One more week," Rae thought. "Then graduation...Then, then what?”She began thinking back over the last five years of college. She smiled remembering the innocent girl she had been then. Almost totally unaware, her hands began caressing her nipples and running down her hard flat abdomen. Drowsing, she let her mind cast backwards remembering her first sexual awakenings.Rae had matured very young. By the time that she entered high school, she was bigger than all of the girls and most of the boys..