Natty, and especially Suzie, needed to recognize that their sense of worth must come from within and not from any other person's approval. To do that ...I knew I would have to expose my soul to each of them, revealing the ugly side of my not so perfect nature. But to lay bare my soul I had to understand myself in a way that I had not managed to do. I had to somehow come to grips within my own mind of my own inner.I thought of all this with my arm casually draped around Suzie riding down that. Had a little problem convincing the kitchen staff that I expected them to clean up, but the second time I went back there and threatened to start sending people home if I didn't see people working. Of course, I explained that anyone sent home was eligible to come in on Monday and re-apply for their job. We closed early on Sundays, so I was home by 7 PM.I bet I ran through 100 scenarios of the coming night on the short drive home. None of them matched what awaited me. When I walked in my mother. V. Just as another sex scene developed. After a while l could see the bulge in his shorts starting to appear, even though he had crossed his legs trying to hide it. Quite sexy isn’t it’ l said yeah, yeah it is, so you all ache?’ He said l think trying to change the subject. ‘yeah would kill for a massage’ l said hoping he would offer, l wanted to feel his hands on me. ‘ok, l’ll give you a little shoulder rub, unless you want a proper one?’ ‘proper one?’ yeah you know, lie down and l’ll give. That’s of course providing you wish to accept the position. You do everything anyway. I just come in now and again to wind you up and make myself feel important. Oh we will have to renegotiate your salary of course, to reflect your newfound responsibility.Sarah did not reply she just sat in the big chair with her mouth open, trying to understand what had come over her employer.Eventually her eyes moved to Marie, an old (somewhat vague) acquaintance from their college days.Marie grinned back at.