Sometimes he would come over even when I had company and made it quite obvious that I was his submissive white boy, by coming over and being very domi...neering and occasionally even slapping my ass in front of other people. Luckily or unluckily after our first fuck session he made plans to move away to his aunt's house in New York. The last couple of weeks when he wasn't with his girlfriends we were getting it on pretty hot and heavy which meant that my asshole sustained plenty of abuse there for. Then our phone talking continued for 2 months, we both were busy. Finally, I asked her to come to a hotel near to her PG. She took some time and said yes, finally the day came. She came in a wonderful Punjabi dress, dashingly beautiful. We packed food for two and checked into the hotel. She insisted that she wants to feel the skin of my penis inside her, so no condoms. As soon as we entered I kissed her lips passionately with a tight hug. She asked me to remove one piece at a time from her. It wasn’t better, but for the first time, I had found something between the two girls that they were equally good at. CC could damn well suck cock.She sucked me as if she was in love with my manhood. She worshipped it, and I could feel the love emanating from her as she looked into my eyes and loved me with her mouth. It was erotic; I had always wanted her and fantasized about her. I was sober this time, and she was sucking me again. She was making me feel like a king, and she loved me. How. I just lie there, all night, thinking. I don't cut myself; something tells me it's got a bit beyond that now.***In the morning I pack my bag in a daze, not really concentrating on what I'm doing. Everything suddenly seems so simple; for the first time in my entire life, I am totally calm. For the first time in months, I don't secrete a razor inside my coat. It'd just be pointless.If the events of the past few days - fuck it! The events of my entire fucking life - have taught me anything,.