She made her way to the front door and yelled, "I'm going on a walk. Maybe I can get some privacy,' before slamming the door.We started to eat and tal...k. Didn't really talk about anything important, just kind of made small talk. Mrs. Lee really lead the conversation, often cutting her husband off, but he didn't seem to care; I'm guessing it was something he was used to. Mrs. Lee asked for some wine. Robert got up to get her some."We are all out. Why didn't you tell me, I could have picked some. I want to more repeats of this. Am I clear?" Certainly," chorused Cunningham and Haga together.PollyAnna arrived shortly afterwards and the twins helped me to my feet before escorting me to my room. I stripped off and fell gratefully onto the bed, my tears not slowing at all as the two local girls did their best to comfort me. I closed my eyes and instantly again saw the terrible sight of Jimmy's face being ripped away by Cunningham's bullet. My guts turned over once... twice... and then I was. My feet were tied to aring that was in the floor. Then she walked around me and said, "I knowyou might have a girl friend. But nobody will be looking for you. Hereis today's newspaper."I saw the headline and a photo. It showed that my car crashed and wentoff a bridge. I was listed as dead. The police thought that I haddrowned.Next she brought out a jar, a tube that had a hose on it, a pair oflatex gloves, and some KY jelly. Then she slipped on the gloves. Shesaid, "Now you do have some things. ”“Are you going to tell me?”“Not now. I need some time to think.”“Oh. That’s not a good sign.”I was quiet for the rest of the day. I really had no idea what disturbed me more about what Imogen had said. Was it that Vanessa had had bad experiences and had come to me looking to get done good and proper and receive the good experience she’d been missing? Did that mean that all I was now was a bloke girls came to make sure they got their rocks off? Only, Vanessa hadn’t, had she? We didn’t do it,.